I just got off the phone. Talked to one of my Aunts, about a relative's problem about her child. I have been hearing the story for over a month now, and it just strucked me..that I truly am, one LUCKY mom, to have a kid like mine. It still amazes me up to this very moment, how I had such a very good little girl like her. I am truly thankful and grateful for being blessed with such a lovely daughter.
It scares me sometimes, that I might have been taking her for granted. Not letting her know how much she is appreciated. Hearing stories like what I just heard, served as a wake up call for me, make me wanna do a reality check. That I might have been overlooking some stuffs and putting at risk my relationship with my little girl.
I cannot let that happen. I know I just can't, but sometimes, I am busy disciplining my child, i'm scared that I might be overdoing some things already. I want her to feel independent, free from my shadow and let her shine on her own. I'm not perfect, too far from it. I just wish I am doing the right thing when it comes to my daughter. And if not, I wish there will be something that would remind me that i'm not doing the right thing anymore.
I know this entry sounded a bit crazy, but I know if you're a Mom like me, you would definitely understand.
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